Do You Remember?

For those of you who don’t know.. Opening up today… I’m an intense chocoholic😂

I’m literally addicted to chocolates.

It wasn’t just sheer nostalgia that prompted me to write this blog, but the surprisingly rich and indulgent taste of this chocolate that suddenly hit my mind.

Does it ring a bell? The OG fancy chocolates before Cadbury launched Silk and Bournville. Even the haters of white chocolate bought it just for the masterpiece that it was.

Click… Click…

Does anyone of you remember the Disney edition – CADBURY WOWIE? It would have Micky Mouse characters in white chocolate embedded into the chocolate. It was so so good🥺💝

I remember eating around the chocolate and then collecting all the characters and storing them in a container😂

They aren’t available anymore sadly. I really wish badly that they would return🧚‍♀✨

I have no idea which decade this belonged to, but my closest guess is around 2003-2010. There is differing information on the internet about it, but I haven’t found any official statement about its production’s shutdown either.

I’m sure that those of you, who have had the privilege of tasting the Dairy Milk Wowie, know what it represented and meant to us💜


If any one of you also have any such thing lost, vanished and unavailable….do mention it in the comment section…would love to know🌸💜

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Open letter📜

I see people falling in love. Everyday.

They fall in and out. Talking about break-ups and heart breaks. You can also un-love someone strikes me as amusing.

You know literally, I see matches being made not in heaven but on Tinder. I wonder how are matrimonial sites any different from online shopping.

I see love being expressed with cheesy texts and how it has become synonymous with sex.
“Like seriously??”

I see how people are falling in love with the bodies, with the shape of them (hourglass issa new body shape trend now….ugghhh!!)

I see poems pilled up with dust sitting in the corner, ’cause Shakespeare’s lovers are now bae’s and babies.

I see the sunsets and sunrises waiting to be seen but do they know the corner seats have already been booked?

I look for the albums but they tell me the photos now live on social media.

I see people having crushes and flirting because they don’t want to fall in love. Valentine’s Day is all about gifts, buy me some and I will all be yours.

If this is love I am better off alone.

Maybe…. I will forever be a dreamer believing in my delusions of getting handwritten letters and reading poetry together.

Maybe I will forever be the misfit who thinks forehead kisses are so much better.

Maybe I will always want to go on amusement parks and long drives rather in clubs and parties.

Maybe I will always want our dates to be in libraries and not somewhere where everyone’s around looking at you with “Awww” and you flexing around.

Yes, I would never want his wallet of money but his bag full of the hidden demons he has been carrying for so long.

Maybe every weekend we will do a movie marathon sitting in our pyjamas than roam in the malls wearing those painful high heels.

Maybe I will always use hugs as a true sign of love because honestly, hugs are so underrated.

I will be the love I would always wanted to receive.

You know, honestly, I don’t know, what “love” is. All I know is this is not what great poets meant when they talked of love.
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Yours,
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Birthdays make me sad🧁💔

Yes… You read that right, birthday’s make me feel sad at this point of my life🙂

Evey year, you wake up to a barrage of notifications. So many text messeges, so many missed calls and God knows what not.

T….h….e….n??

The next day is just about eerie silence on your phone (apart from the friends who send a ‘belated’ wish.)

All the phone calls or texts just ask you one thing “so, what plans?” you think about your day, and try to come up with something exciting…and, if you are anything like me, you’d just want to be left alone like any other day.

You keep asking yourself, what’s even the point?

What’s the point of everyone remembering and celebrating you for “ONE” day and then forgetting you for another year?

You find yourself replying to people you haven’t spoken to ages.

You know… I have just realised, as you grow older, birthdays stop being about gifts, parties, or friends. They start being about more responsibilities, maturity, and burdens.
As you grow older, birthdays just become a stinging reminder of the things you have not done. The things you could have done.

And….

On this day, your overthinking brain just refuses to shut up. On one hand, your close friends are doing a countdown for your birthday and on the other you can barely keep up with life.

It’s been this way for me… It’s when you don’t understand everyone’s happiness around you when you are just wondering what’s even their to celebrate.

Writing this just a few days prior my birthday and ouch. It hurts.

Anyway.

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Little moments which have made all of us feel sad💔

When you got to know that people closest to you talk shit about you behind your back.

When you love something in a store, look at the price tag, and then, carefully put it back.

When your parents get into an argument, or when they ask you to choose one of them to stay with.

When you are missing home, and you can’t go home because the semester isn’t ending anytime soon.

When you get to know that the person you love is cheating on you.

When someone plays “hold on” or “someone to you” and your mind just goes back to some incident. Also, “Agar Tum Saath ho” and “Kabira”

When you got to know that your crush is in a relationship.

Realising that you failed in mathematics and your best friend passed, somehow.

When you felt like you don’t belong, even in your own group. You felt terribly lonely at that moment.

The last episode of TVD when steff sacrifices. (where my TVD fam at?)

When you think you have kinda special place in a person’s life but they proove you wrong as it leaves you feeling so wretched.

When your dad gets mad at you, THE MOST PAINFUL.

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Perks of being friends with me🐝💜

Mental support anytime of the day!

Celebrate your success with you.

Give you relationship advices.

Be ready to deal with endless craziness.

Help you learn new things without making you feel stupid.

Support you when the world turns it’s back on you.

I’m not good with words but I will bake you cakes, cookies and stuff.

Shoulder and cuddles whenever you wanna cry.

Will not judge you based on a 3rd person’s advices.

Will lend you infinite smiles.

Stories of despair and addiction whenever you ask for them.
Stories of despair and addiction even when you don’t ask for them.

Endless talks with you.

Positive attitude and incredible patience.

No limits at laughing with you.


Promise, I make a good friend🥺🌸


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Thoughts #2

Dude, I heard somebodies footsteps.
Rush in quick, quick, lock the door.

Ohh no no nooonoono, they getting closer.. Ssshhhhh. Faint.

Aaahhh. Not again. Dream!!

How come I forgot to set my alarm last night.

Anyway, nightmares are a good concept of alarm clocks.

Mhhmmm.

How late is late late?

I’ll go poop.

It’s so hot today. Hate summers.

Herbal toothpaste or the charcoal one?

“New pimple”.

I’ll take Colgate.

Coffee or detox drink?

I should probably take shower first, it’s my hair wash day today.

Should I add milk in coffee today (Coffee first always)

I hope it’s nobody’s birthday today.

I’ll take a cold shower.

Where’s my phone?

What song is this.

Blow dry or flat iron?

I hope it’s nobody’s birthday today.

Hair fall is a real thing. Must be the monsoons. Hair is sticking out of unimaginable places. Its October.

Ouu, Ouu. Tingles. Haha. Everytime.

I wish I can get to go out today.

I’ll skip wearing earings today.

Naaa, nananaa, naaaa. What were the lyrics?

Pink or purple hair tie.

If I find the purple hair tie first I’ll get a surprise today.

Damn it.

If the watchman is awake I’ll get a surprise today.

Haha. Bingo! Positive thoughts.

I hope it’s nobody’s birthday today. Please!

Laptop chargers are huge.

How do I constantly have a back ache? Is ache spelled a..c..h..e.. or a..c..e..

That’s ace.

How can I forget the spelling of a word so simple.

Ache. Ache.

Now I’ve said it so many times, it doesn’t make sense as a word anymore.

Naaa, naaaa, naaannaanana, Naaaa….dance with somebody.. Nanaa Naaa, the lyrics somewhat goes like this…

What? It’s raining now. Great.

Should I open instagram now?

Tell me if it’s your birthday today, please.

“Tiingg” oh. Notification.

I should probably check my mail box too..

Should I pull off the protective cover from the screen of my phone.

No.

Let me pull it a little. Okay a little. No. Little. Shushh no.

Oily skin is a real thing. Where’s my toner?

What am I getting for lunch today. Can I skip lunch. Mom will screw me up.

Its so weird to type on the keyboard when you take the protective cover off. Haha smooth.

I’ll Google something weird.

Where the heck is my toner.

“Tzzzzz”….thunderstorm.

How do I loose my hair tie every now and then?

Oh. Wait. It’s on my wrist.

Is it true that the pyramids were actually built by aliens? (I hope google don’t block me)

“If you don’t wanna see me dancing with somebody” got the lyrics.

Please. Don’t tell me it was somebody’s birthday today.

This back ache is annoying. Back a..c…h…e..

I hope I try to complete my work before time today. I can read something.

Or should I call my friends. May be I’ll just read.

Why is my scalp itching. What the hell!

I’ll go ask mom if it’s somebody’s birthday I’m forgetting today.

I hope I’ll manage my fresh hair until a few days. As long as it doesn’t stink, I guess.

Day has been pretty productive. Must write a blog on how to have productive days at work.

How… to… have.. productive…gays….at…work. ugh. Days.

Am I chewing too loudly?

What day is it? I don’t think it’s anybody’s birthday today.

I need a massage. May be a foot massage.
No. A head one?

How many days are there in this month? This knuckle technique is flawless, haan.

Where’s my charger again?

What? It’s dinner time already?

I hope I didn’t miss anybody’s birthday today.

Don’t feel like dinner. May be a bowl of salad.
My pyjamas don’t match.

I am balding. Effectively.

Ahhhh. My back! Heeeeehhhghh

Shit. It was a “not so close” friend’s birthday today.
Still… How could I miss it.

Aahh, my eyes strain.

That’s bad. I am going to reduce my screen time.

Should I call or message belated B-Day.

Must share this meme with the girls.

First, wish.

How do these weird sounds get created by me whenever I’m stretching.

Don’t forget. Call or wish. I’ll probably text.

I hope I get any surprise any day.

Directly to bed or skincare?

Alarm is set.

To bed directly. I’ll do the skincare tomorrow.

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I forgot to wish that not so close friend.ughh.


If you haven’t checked my previous post on “Thoughts” go ahead, don’t be shy…. https://crazzypants.fashion.blog/2020/07/15/thoughts-%f0%9f%92%ad%f0%9f%a4%a7/

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