Stuck at home🦉

I know… I understand it’s been quite a while you’ve acted all insane on streets with your friends

I know, it’s a been while since you’ve met your friends, hiding from the world to a corner and talked for hours listening to the same playlist.

Yes I know you had a life over there, and now, all of that seems like it was ages ago..

You miss those late night drives….or hot cocoa under blankets during a night out.

Miss those times while you use to sit and bitch about the people you and your BFF hate equally…..because as they say:

You know you are best friends when you love the same things and hate the same people🐒🙈

It’s been a while since you’ve gotten sloshed with your friends. 4:20pm/am is just another time that the clock shows now.

It’s been a while since you’ve hugged that one special person, and God, what wouldn’t you give away to feel those little things again?

You feel sad somewhere.

Yes, being home is nice and all but now, you just want to go back, and live on your own.

You feel stuck at home, on some days.
You can’t talk to your friends without using ‘code-language’ for certain things.

You miss that freedom that you had.

It sucks. All of these sucks.

It feels like the walls of your bedroom will eat you up, on some days. And I don’t know what to tell you to make it feel better.

To the ones who are away from thier college/work places.
To the ones who are away from their family / friends.
It’s tough, and nobody knows when it will come back on track.

For now, hang in there, and go tell your family members or friends how much you miss them.

Cause… I do!

Me being in a different city now, miss all of these, and my friends being in different cities drifted apart, phon is the only medium between us.

It’s a new place , new type of people here, new adjustments.

Trust me you are the luckiest when you have your family and friends close to you in the same city or place… Go hold on to them tightly, and never let em go ever🥺💜


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You will find someone💜

“Little by little, day by day, what is meant for you will find it’s way”

You will find someone who’d wait for an entire hour without getting mad at you, because they’d know you’re gonna be late, as usual.

You will find someone who’d laugh at your lamest jokes because they’d genuinely find them funny.

You will find someone who will let you have your space, but will be there for you, always.

You will find someone who brags about you to others when you are not around.

You will find someone who will sit and watch and all the Disney’s / Marvel movies with you even though they’d like DC more.

You will find someone who will love you as if you’re the last person alive on this planet.

You will find someone who’ll be your umbrella on a scorchy afternoon.

You will find someone who makes it safe to lay on their chest while they stroke your hair when you’ve had a bad day.

You will find someone who won’t keep a count of ‘sorry’s’ and ‘I love you’s’. Rather, who will make it all seem right.

You will find someone who will make pancakes for you.

You will find that someone who will cuddle with you for hours and let you sleep in their arms.

You will find someone who will just click with you so effortlessly that everything will seem alright with them.

You will find someone who will listen to all your rants, and hug you tight when you break down.

And, when you actually find that someone, you will know. You will know that why it didn’t work with anyone else. You will know why you felt restless in anyone else’s embrace. You will know why you stayed up all those nights.

But, when you are already blessed with someone as such, hold on to them as tight as you can and never let em go.
They deserve all your love💜

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Lost…

My thoughts are never going to leave me I guess…

I know it’s been quite late since I’ve posted anything or have written about any topic, mostly because this quarantine have made me meet myself 🌸

Nice to meet me.

Also, nowadays it is like, I’m lost but don’t know where.

Does it happen that you feel that you have lost a part of yourself, a part that you loved, a part that gave you confidence and it defined who you were?

No.. No, Nonono…i haven’t started doubting myself. Or being afraid of failing, of taking risks, or of being sure.

It is just that, My lockdown days have been a roller coaster of emotions for me.

I think my lockdown days have gone in a circle. You know, there is this song “Kho Gaye Hum Kahan” and I can so much relate to each inch of this song being initially, very bored, feeling like a prisoner(lol) being so restless and stressed, angry, cranky and
annoyed.

Would just quickly wrap this blog up by saying that if you are able to read this blog of mine, and
are surrounded with food, a roof above your head and a family that loves you, you are more
lucky than half of the world today!

Count your blessings, stay safe, try not to panic and stress out.

Reach out for help if you need any because it is completely okay not to feel like yourself sometimes🌈

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Road Trips

I was 4 since I started taking trips, with family, friends, friends in the form of cousins….!

9 out of 10 trips were never planned…haha, the most amusing part is a true traveler has no fixed plans and is not intent upon arriving!

It used to be so instantaneous, and my family members be like : “Chalo, let’s go on for a trip!”
“Where : pata nahi, let’s just leave and the roads will decide the destination..” (okay… That was quite a little dramatic, haha) No, but seriously, trust me, my family are such gypsy’s that trips and picnics are like oxygen to us , Hahaha, and the most prime reason is, it keeps us all connected!

Picnics come in all forms and they’re magical things because you don’t really have to follow rules or etiquette – simply sit in the sun or the shade of a mossy tree, take off your shoes, remove your tie and lie back in the cool grass, all while enjoying delicious treats and the company of loved ones.

We are so crazy for road trips and our timings are always so prompt, kheekheee, never it has been scheduled, at times I have sacrificed my deep solace sleep, “aaarrrgghhh” for the trips…My dad wakes me and my mom up and tells us to dress up and pack our bags ‘quick’ in that electrifying voice… Hehe. My dad have an immense relish for tours..!

I can never explain in words how stupefying are all the trips we have taken till now…!

Those high spirits, cheer, laughter, livelines, enthusiasm, zest ….etc etc are never expressible!

And… We always have this kind of competition between us as in who’s gonna play the best songs all over the journey… And I’ve always won (no doubt!!) as I’ve got the best taste in music… Ahheemm!!

You know.. My aunt always have asked me for my playlist and she locates my songs in her iPod, I mean whyyyy!! I hate sharing my songs with anyone… It’s as if I own all of them!

It doesn’t really matter WHERE you go for a picnic, just be sure to go, because it’s good for your soul.

I saw a quote somewhere that went something like “Happiness is like a potato salad that, when shared with others, becomes a picnic.” That sure sounds like happiness to me!

Love always,
Crazzy Pants💜🦄